And yeah, from now on, I'm going to try to use English.
Btw here is some 'suggestion' I gave to my friend this morning :
y'know, i have not much. no health, no independance, no talent, no privacy, no future. all, really all i got is faith, family and bit of intelligence. all. n when i finally met the one i love, after 5yrs of prayers n beggin' God, i cant even have her. what He wants? i really dont deserve 4anything?
maybe the word is 'move on' ?
get over it n move on ?
get over it n move on ?
u know i used to pray so so hard to keep my relationship with my ex, when i was still with them. cause when i'm in relationship, i really love my partner. but God didnt grant my wish, all of them, right ? but it's for the best.
i just have to move on n continue living. of course not that easy, never easy, but have to. we can't just grumble n complain to God, sometimes to see n get His gifts tous, we must get over it, move on n continue our lives.
i remember read a humor book long time ago. about a man who sat at his roof because of flood. that roof was the only thing left from his house, the rest covered with flood. but he has faith to God, big faith, so he prayed n prayed n believe there will be miracle from God. someone passed with boat n asked him to join, to get out from there n find some safety place, but he refused, said he had already prayed n believed in miracle. another guy came with boat n persuaded him to come, he still refused. until third times, then nobody came again because flood became higher n he died.
i remember read a humor book long time ago. about a man who sat at his roof because of flood. that roof was the only thing left from his house, the rest covered with flood. but he has faith to God, big faith, so he prayed n prayed n believe there will be miracle from God. someone passed with boat n asked him to join, to get out from there n find some safety place, but he refused, said he had already prayed n believed in miracle. another guy came with boat n persuaded him to come, he still refused. until third times, then nobody came again because flood became higher n he died.
in heaven, he complained to God, why He didnt give miracle n save him. God said " i already gave u 3times helps n opportunities to stay alive, but u didnt take them "
of course at the time my relationship with my ex still broken n God didnt grant my wish, my pray, i can't understand n barely can accept. i questioned everything u said above.
n it did take longggg time, yrs, before i finally realized it was for my own good.
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